Need of lord

I must want you lord of lords my all energies will waste in absanse of you, you oh lord gave me chance to put my art of filming your wife,the nature as you said very well for finding me no heavy rains are required just call me anytime with pure heart ill be with you oh lord shiva i am dieing day by day no hopes in world are reciveing by me my heart is your home you knows all i cannot see you but feel you anytime having